you know its beyond painful when you just couldn’t say any words and just gave the empty stared into him from afar with another woman. then you ran away and your friend chased you but you couldn’t say anything to him but just cried out loud.
you cried yourself to sleep, nothing could make you feel better.
theres nothing i can do to make you come back. i know i should just forget you already but its just too painful. and keep doing something terrible to him.
I’ve told you i love you. i don’t care anymore, but you said i have to go. and you hate me. sometimes i wanna laugh so hard because i planned things to make you hate me, and it works. but when you do, why does it hurt so much?
yes only love can break your heart, and it hurts. too hurts.